Haish, harini, Alhamdulillah dapat berkenalan dgn Aunty Iza.
Best dapat borak2 dgn Malaysian. Obviously topik perbincangan akan beralih kpd, apsal i dah nak balik soon? Nak kahwin ke? Aigoo, aigoo...(cewah, style org Korea pulak)..Pastu dia kasila sedikit nasihat and tips alam berumahtangga nie...I dah, ok aunty, thanks. That's cool. i'll use them when the time comes.
Lepas balik drpd jumpa dgnnya, jalan balik rumah. Masa tgh naik bukit Glen Eyre Road tu, kereta sape depan sekali kat T junction tu, right opposite to me, waiting for the traffic lights? Tk lain dan tak bukan, jiran aku yg bertuah tu lah.
Dah byk kali dah when this issue of 'need to get married' crosses my mind, mesti terserempak dgn dia soon after. Padahal tak terfikir pasal dia pun specifically, at all! We dah lama Separated our lives from each other. Although we have loadddsss of chemistry, byk benda lain yg we don't agree on. And i sbnarnya tgh silently merajuk dgn dia (if at some point dia pujuk, i'll eat my hat; though i dont wear a hat :). Also my parents tak gemar the fact he's not from Msia. Although dia Muslim and all, org Islam sini lain kan cara, culture and pemahaman Islam dia. And i AM NOT going to come back to the UK, please.
Masalahnya, we have soo many memories together, and a lot of things remind me of him. Alhamdulillah, dah lama berjaya get on top of this problem...tapi tula, byk all these 'cosmic', i dunno signs or whatever, i think Allah hanya menguji kesabaran aku...
Yes, i have to be patient and turn to Him...
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