Tetiba hati mula berfikir; maybe i should give clinical a chance...
I am very famous for my indecisiveness or rather changing my mind a lot....paling me-stresskan ppl around me ialah changing it at the very last minute!
Kenapa tau i tetiba nak tukar fikiran ni? Sbb what Mum said, something simple like 'saving one man, is like saving 1 umat manusia'..sbnarnya i pun dah lama tau semua benda ni..it's just the way it was said.
Bear in mind, 2-3 months ago, when i first told my mum about my change of mind, berbagai2 cara dia try untuk make me not change my mind, Semua bentuk nasihat dia kasi. Mmmg tak jalan..
Untuk pengethauan semua, i ni senang je klu nak pujuk, kena gently and make effort to LISTEN to me. Aku mmg pantang org marah2, sindir2, paksa2 especially depan org ramai (which is scenario pembelajaran clinical in Msia). Lagi u buat camtu, lagi tak jalan! Masuk telinga kiri keluar telinga kanan. Lagi i nak tunjuk rebel..haha.Dari kecik sampai besar ni.
So, what happened today was, altho selepas past few months mum dah kasi restu i nak leave clinical, tetiba, dia still kata like the above, so, pahamla, dia still nak i jadi doktor betul. The cara tu TERKENA harini!..sbb very subtle AND gentle...
I think tiba masanya kena solat Istikaharah....
PS: and guess what i'm gonna specialize in?...not telling anyone till i get it! ye la sbb still 50/50 lagi pun hati ni- from 90/10 to 50/50; that's how berkesannnya nak pujuk i klu kena cara hihihi)...I mmg manja, soft-hearted, whatevere u kol it!
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