Saya rasa tua

Tue je la nak cakap,..'saya rasa tua'

Kurang idea lately ni nak tulis for the blog,

This month onwards, sampai July at least, byk benda kena settlekan,

Kena habiskan housemanship kat UK,

Kena sort out shipping ke Msia

Kena beli tiket balik Msia

Kena find new tenant yg nak replace us

Kena start sorting out things for Masters application kat Msia

At the same time, excited nak puasa and raya kat Msia!..

Ada banyak cita2 baru yg perlu dicapai- which some of them have to start from now also...

Haih, lari topik ni. I rasa tua sbb, dah nak 30 yrs old, my parents dah nak retire...and three quarter of my cousins yg in their 20s dah kahwin and dah ada anak!

Heheh...seriously tak jeles...cuma bila compare to myself tu rasa diri ni tua, tapi, jangan tak tau, I ni young at heart! So much so, sooo many ppl kat Msia ke kat UK kata i ni baru habis sekolah ke?..I pun kata, A'a, betulla tu, terima kasih..hehehe...Pastu semua ingat i anak bongsu...A'a tu pun betul jugak. I mmg anak mak and anak bapak ie anak manja dan dimanjakan dan i dgn senang hati merelakan adik i assume the leadership role - sbb tu org konfius..

Hah, jgn igt i ni x sabo nak kahwin ke apa..let me tell you, single ke, kahwin ke, dua2 ada dugaan masing2. Mungkin kahwin dugaan lagi besar. And i sangat percaya yg Allah akan sampaikan jodoh kita bila Dia rasa it's the best time, best person for us.

Simpang malaikat 44, i tak nak kahwin just bcos kena kahwin. It's a life-long commitment. Personally, i need to have a connection with the other person. Furthermore, ada few criterias/ characteristics. I don't think i'm choosy. Semua org pun guy/girl nak certain types of person. Takkan u wanna spend he rest of your life dgn org yg u x comfortable with.

Last but not least, Jodoh di tangan Tuhan. u usaha mencantikkan diri sampai boleh jadi model and then carik sampai hujung dunia/ lubang cacing mana pun x kan jumpa, klu Allah kata 'not yet'. :)

Well, i guess, i'm just complaining a litle about getting old..Klu balik raya nanti, kita buat2 tak tau, ok? Peace!

PS: I am enjoying my single life by the way! Such freedom!